| Journal March 16, 2008
This weekend I’m working on a few things. Currently writing a book, that’s due May 1st 2008 so I’ve been in the library and I’ve spent a few days researching on the net, the book topic is of course; Sex. Funny cause I’m kinda of educating myself in the process. And the process consist of fleshing out my experiences versus what can educate others and in doing this, I’m learning some things myself. I don’t wanna jinx the process so I’ll tell you the title and deeper subject matter closer to completion.
The site is developing and coming along Jay (web-designer/master) and I we are constantly tweaking your MrMarcus.com experience. I hope to have the site running smoothly, the challenge has been to incorporate new ideas and original content into a seamless format. We’re close in achieving that, I ask you check out the member’s area if you currently are not a member, you should be. We have NEW explicit clips and hardcore content you can’t find anywhere else, with more coming. All delivered with a personal touch you can’t find anywhere else and I pride myself on having the experience (14 years as an adult performer), drive and determination to achieve….sound like a salesman, huh? Sorry about that, I appreciate your support, glad you’re here and hope you like what you see, we will continuously update the site, so keep coming back and fuckin wit me. Appreciated. 100%.
Mr.Marcus
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| Journal March 5, 2008
So here we are a new year, new things and some of the same ol’ same ol. But this is good cause no need to explain things anymore meaning I have comfort in knowing I’ve done some good things in the past and plan to do even better things in the future. I appreciate your support through all these years and I plan to give back what a lot of cats have given me, love.
When I was younger I was worried and concerned about what people thought and how they felt about what I did and still do, but I find that what I do is unique and with that nobody can say much, cause it’s my thing and I do it with good intentions.
Sex has always been a part of my life, but I have the unique experience of actually performing it on camera so other cats can enjoy it, never knew they would be learning from it also. And that brings me to the site. I will now more than ever provide those long sought after scenes, those rare scenes and some of my personal favorites…right here on my site for you to enjoy and maybe learn a thing or two.
Thank you for coming through and I will always appreciate your support.
Mr.Marcus
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| Journal for October 26, 2007
Today I looked at photos of my family. Made me realize how important family is... I was mad at my mom for some bullshit so I aint talked to her for a couple of days, but tonight I'm looking at photos of me and her feeling like "dam I need to call my mom". It's a dope picture of her and I, so if I'm able... I'll provide a link to it, so you can see how dope we are. My family.
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In my family I have a step-dad who is a cool muthafucka, my sister who I give much tough love too and my mom who has held me down, since day one. She's a little gangsta in her methods and hood in character. She's doper than any woman I know. It was just me and her for about 10 years and then suddenly I had a family, guess it happens like that, especially when your young, you roll with what life gives you. My family is here, safe and sound, it's what I realize is a blessing. No doubt... so yeah I'm gonna call my mom and let her know I love her, cause even in our madness... forgiveness is the key.
Mr.Marcus
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| Journal for October 9, 2007
In my last journal I was concerned with results I had received when I had went and was checked out for life insurance (should I even be saying that...?) ya know they check your blood and urine, see if they should cover you... I was coverable. But when I looked at the labs results I realized things should change. Feel me. I get it... so I expressed it, cause I was feeling it.
I'm still able to do the things I want to do, I'm like night and day. Really. In the morning I'm in the gym, weightlifting and sweating, by noon I'm on set, creative, working and by night I'm in the club drinking a rum and coke. Drives my family crazy. But this is me 100% I've been this way for a minute. Seriously. I know I aint the only one, by the looks of it I'm in good company.
So yeah my last journal, didn't mean to scare ya, I scared myself. I'll be fine if I just take things in moderation. And drink plenty of water, which I do, blood test came back said I was fine. Scratched my head on that one... but I'll take it.
Daddy, Inc. is coming along, if you don't know you should... site is up and running, one of my first orders was to France (how fucked up is that, took me 2 weeks to finally figure out how to get the shit out to them). I've had a few orders since that need to go to Hawaii and Canada so another week and soon they'll get there's. I wasn't expecting the need for larger sizes I only had Smalls and Mediums (I got smaller sizes cause I usually give them away to people who could wear them on the spot). So I have to apologize to those who ordered the larger sizes and have not yet received them... they're on their way. I'm looking to expand the line by the end of the month, with larger sizes, original designs and bolder colors. Plus the hoodies and pullovers that cats are asking for. They are all on their way. 100%. I appreciate your support.
Mr.Marcus
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| Journal for September 7, 2007
Thank God for Hip-Hop, if not for it, we'd die an early death. Hip-Hop is alive and well, living off the streets it was born from. In and out of a few pockets, laced up in Converse and Nikes, up a girls skirt and down her chest hip-hop gives a fuck. Hip-hop is birth and it is also death, Jam Master Jay shed blood sacrificed on two turntables and a microphone. Tupac is still Wesssstside and Biggie is still getting pussy.
You'd think that break-dancing would have broken a few necks and sprained enough backs to make skate boarding a tame alternative. The two have much in common, scrapes and cuts alike, you bleed your culture cause it's a part of you. Hip-hop. The pain of never having it, is smothered by its abundance, it feeds the masses, cause we need to breath, eat and shit Hip-hop.
There's enough for everybody and everybody wants some, cause it's necessary, very necessary. Who else would say "Fuck the Police" or holla "I like big butts and I cannot lie" and scream "Heeeyyyy we want some pussy". But know enough to know it's not enough to just say what the streets are thinking; hip-hop opens your mind with "Dear Mama" and sits them down with "If I ruled the World". Don't give KRS-One a classroom cause he'll school you. It's his "Philosophy". And it's definitely mine, too. Thank God for hip hop.
Mr.Marcus
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| Journal for August 22, 2007
Having a thoughtful day. I found out yesterday that my liver might be failing. Alcohol is the culprit. I'm sure. So now, I must refrain from drinking. My favorite spot to drink.El Torito. It's fucked up, cause I got a birthday coming up (Sept. 4) and isn't that what we do on our birthdays? Drink. So now I gotta avoid the usual. Guess that could be a good thing, I'm curious to see how my body reacts to this new development. Maybe my liver will start to heal. I've read it doesn't, only the lungs seem to get better the minute you stop smoking. The liver, once the damage is done it's permanent, let's hope it's not true, I need my body parts to remain intact.
So needless to say I had to reflect on that, it caused me to be sick for a day, thoughts of my liver had me thinking I was dying. In truth I'm not, I can still make a difference. So I will.
Spent a few hours working on Daddy, Inc. have to get clothes ready for September 4th, launch. Very important and I'm working on getting funding in place. This has cost me money and time, but this is worth it.so I do it. But having proper in funding would relieve the stress and give me some sense of relief. I'm much a better person when I'm happy, creative, horny and sexual. Yeah I just had a huge smile. Yep I like sex and lately I've been too busy to have it or enjoy it. I'm almost tempted to just have random sex with a stranger.like I used to do. Shit did wonders for my mental, now I have to many thoughts of why I shouldn't instead of why I should. Fucked up. When did that happen? I know when I said to myself "Daddy, Inc. that's gonna be my thang". Once I made that decision everything changed...
Mr.Marcus
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| Dear Muthafucka friend...
I've been away for awhile cause I went away and dealt with some shit I hadn't truly dealt with before. And now I'm back with Daddy, Inc. my company, my friends, my understood. Real shit. Like Mary J.
If you ever felt like... I love sex, but I can't tell anyone... guess what tell me I'll understand. And if you don't tell me, tell someone who wouldn't give a fuck. Glad your back, I'll give you what I got...
Thanks for the support and God bless the sexual
Mr.Marcus
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